Just a Different Zipcode...When was the last time you did something for the first time?

I have been hesitating to making a serious decision recently...should I achieve it, or drop it ? Would it be better if I go through this way? I would tell you a firmly answer I would achieve it 2 months ago; However, I have no answer nowaday...I know I should drop out it for certain reasons, but I though there is a way to make it better. Thing doesn't work out too well, I couldn't see a picture somehow...