Just a Different Zipcode...When was the last time you did something for the first time?

I read a article from web, posted by Rich.

"Whether it's cheating or a little lie that they got caught in, it will be hard to regain trust. Trust is something we don't give away easily, and once it's gone it's hard to get it back. We'll always be wondering about that lie, and doubt will creep in more and more as our minds fixate on that lie. Too often, people take trust for granted and once they lose it they never get it back."

One day, my friend and I went into a skincare shop accidently. The salesperson who is Korean female came by and tried to introduce some products while we were browsing.

She said to me "Are you Filipino??" >

Friends are important; Good friends are very important; The best friends are even much important than others. I turly believe that.

I have many friends from childhood, school, work, and somewhere, too many to mention their names. Some of them whom I've still kept in touch; some of them whom I haven't. Although you rarely keep in touch with your friends, some of them are still understand what you think most of time. And I would say who can be your best friend.

I have many good friends and, I am realy honor to be their friend, too.

One of my friends told me "shoes are not just shoes, you need to find a pair of suitable shoes." This is what I always understand and, right now, I would like to forward to you.

It's been a few weeks since I got back to the bay area. Feel...no efficiency for anything. I tell myself every time to make my time efficiency more, however, it's never happened.

Time's gone so fast!! I've been here almost a year. What have I been doing? Actually, to tell the truth, I've been doing nothing...

I've been thought about one friend I met a long time ago. "M" is a nice and charming man. I call him a "man" it's because he's getting like a man. He used to be a guy, especially when I met him at the first time. I don't know how he has been, actually...and all the sudden, I saw him from somewhere; He looks so impressive, also aged of course.

I wonder if he has a steady girlfriend, I doubt sometimes (or maybe he's married, well, I don't know). You know, when I met him fisrt time, I know this guy is difficult to find his THE one. Why's that? He is a successful man now, and it's easy for him to get a suitable female. He, however, is used to showing his charming as a weapon to conquer each girl.

Yes, it seems like he has a great life, but somehow, I feel he is very lonely. I also wonder if he has spent some time to understand someone who loves him in his lifetime. It's shame he hasn't slowed down the steps for this part. He might find her a long time ago...

放在心中多年的思念曾經動搖著我的信念, 但現在剩下的只是淡淡的想念...現在的我可以坦然的面對了. 想了很久, 一直猶豫該不該把它寫下來, 是該放下的時候了.

曾幾何時他又出現在我的內心深處...同班同學的他, 會注意到他是因為他的聰明, 老實, 沉穩, 重點是跟我同一天生. 同班的前2年, 對他並沒有深刻的印象及感覺, 漸漸的不知何時, 早已加深了對他的好感. 有一學期座位被安排在他的後面, 那一學期當中, 可想而知, 我從來都不記得老師們教了些啥, 就這樣每天偷偷的注視著他的背影...(啥事都沒發生啦!!) 有一次下課時他騎著機車載我回家, 在路上我們邊聊邊騎, 霎那間因為他側過臉來說話, 他的臉頰不小心刷過了我的嘴唇, 當下...心中蕩漾不已(小鹿亂撞喔).

曾經約定在他30歲若未結婚或是沒有女朋友, 那我們就在一起. 約定的當下, 其實早就瞭解他不會屬於我, 我不是一個可以滿足他的人(早知如此, 就應該先把他上了再說...呵呵^^~惡魔又出現了), 就這樣畢業了. 早在畢業前就知道班上另有一人也默默的戀著他, 照顧他, 心中早已認知她會是他的最終. 畢業後偶爾還是會期望聽到他的消息, 出國前曾經聽到她跟那女孩在一起了(就如同我預料的). 回國幾年後, 害怕聽到的結果也聽到了, 聽說他跟那女孩結婚的消息, 心 頓時停了一下, 失落感隨即充滿我的思緒...想 怎麼會是真的...他的最終還是她.

I said: 我5月要回家了. 這次會待的較久, 而且是自己一個人. 我霸道的說: 空個時間跟我約會吧...呵呵!!
Replied: My Dear Ruby, I will always waiting for you!!!

Leaving a very simple note at my best friend's website, I am touched by the reply. You have no idea how much I grateful for this sort of feeling, it seems you are home, indeed.

Guy has very strange thinking; He doesn't like his girlfriend to dress up or put makeup on, however, he loves to look at that type of girls on the street or at the cafeteria...the worst thing is that he tries to get their attention to hang out with them. Therefore, he becomes a cheater (or they call the two-timer).

People say, once you decide to step toward to the marriage life, you need to be relief and realize that your spouse may have an affair or refuse the responsibility one day. I agree with it and, would like to add the others; It's not only for the people who step toward to the marriage, also for those people who are in a steady relationship. He can make any excuses to avoid his responsibility.

We need to trust and faith your boyfriend/girlfriend husband/wife, because there is no other way to keep the relationship going on and on. I had been throught a difficult period before. And now, I decide to give it a try again. Whether believe or not, I got throught it somehow. You just need to trust yourself, you can do it, and make it better. As a matter or fact, you will learn to accept it, no matter the consequence is satisfied or not.

今天收到一個好朋友寄來的MV, 看了以後,非常的感動.
說真的, 當你老了以後, 你會想到哪些朋友呢?還會繼續連絡嗎?
雖然每個人在人生都中都有不如意的時候,但是當一些老朋友能在一起做一些事情時,那真是幸福!!

Whether or not I'm counting down 3 weeks to the day of my departure. So as I ponder the next phase of my life, I admit, of course I'm afraid. There is a measure of fear because of the measure of uncertainty.

What do you think about WORK? Am I a workaholic? Should I slow down the RHYTHM? Are you a workaholic too? I am very depress recently.

Thinking, you would like to be nice to everyone, make things to be better, nonetheless, you can't satisfy anyone in this small world. I am thinking what else I can do for it? Sigh, no efficiency and aimlessly. Perhaps, I should walk away from work a little bit. Well, you may ask me: when is "should" or "should not"?

I feel I have been set up for some reason...tiring to deal with those people and things. Should I give up on it? Another "should" comes out...Let me ask you: How many "should" things you have done, and how many you haven't??

Maybe I shouldn't be annoyed by it. Thinking the next destination, I am free like a bird...^.^

Why do I have a negative feeling for the decision I have been made? I have been thinking if I made a good choice...
Insecurity feeling pop up recently, like before.

Thinking about my friend, Judy, is on her vacation for 100 days inEurope; I am thinking when I could achieve my trip to Europe for180 days...sigh!! It seems too far to be real, well, I may haveanother trip instead of it. I'll let you know when the timecomes...ha-ha.

Anyways, I had an accident. You know, Harry Potter, who is famousfor a scar on his forehead...well, exactly, I will get a scar on myforehead...imagine why...because...I got hit by dumbbell lastSunday. Good thing is that just a small cut, but I need to beobserved for 3 months according to the Doctor said.

Why is it happened again and again? Isn't a method to relief?
There isn't a person who is worth you to spend the lifetime with ifhe/she doesn't know how to cherish you. There isn't a way to make aperson to understand your thoughts.

Everyone in your lifetime is a passenger; You are also a passengerto anyone. Because we all are the passengers in the life bus. We should treateveryone in the same bus nicer; We sould be grateful to anyone whojump in to this bus and share time with you.

I have been hesitating to making a serious decision recently...should I achieve it, or drop it ? Would it be better if I go through this way? I would tell you a firmly answer I would achieve it 2 months ago; However, I have no answer nowaday...I know I should drop out it for certain reasons, but I though there is a way to make it better. Thing doesn't work out too well, I couldn't see a picture somehow...

Just starting the English classes recently, 1.5 hrs a class, 2 to 4 times a week, would like to improve it, and get it back to the level as before. Somehow, the things are not the same as you expect, and feel can't concentrate on it sometimes...
Hope things work out...

What kind of circumstance makes you reconsider the plan that supposed to be done in coming days?

This thought just came out from my mind today, I don't know why's that, and what's that.
Just know that if you are ready for or in the middle of something, and then there is someone in it telling you that we need to reconsider the whole plan again. What would it be like?
Feel the whole thing you have been doing is total screw up, after that, you don't have energy to do it all over again.